I think I just have a whole uncertainty of life right now. Nothing is set in stone and even after I man up and make it seem like something is going to happen and I do everything I can to keep it going something happens and all of the sudden nothing is certain again. I can't let it effect me to much or I'll truly never get anywhere. It just all seemed to crash in on me today. I can't believe I'm 28 years old and can't pass a frickin prep math class. I know a little about a lot of things but not a lot about any one thing. That can be good to a point but it's really pissed me off lately. I have to figure out a way to provide for my family get back out on our own. I don't know how to do it yet other than hard work but ya know what. My priorities have been re aligned in the last year and I pretty much refuse to work insane hours like most jobs want you to these days. I have a family I don't want to be at work more than I see them that's stupidity. That's why I left the car business. That's why I left everywhere. Not enough money for the amount of hours. What CAREER can I excel in that will gross around from 100k to 125k/yr. that has no weekend hours and gets me home by 6 at the latest. I'll wake up and go in at any god forsaken hour in the morning. but I want to either never leave home or....be home by 6.
I don't know for the mean time I'll just pray a lot and explore every option that comes my way.