Just the beginning

I feel the sudden urge to try to get some of my pent up ideas and frustrations out. Who knows how this will end up. Will I catch anyones attention? When I look back will it just look like I'm regurgitating someone else's opinion? Am I contradicting in my views and opinions?  Is there validity in some of my frustrations? 

Even if no one else in the world ever finds this I'm going to use it as a journal of sorts. As a tool to look back and sort out this stuff in my head. I will never apologize for contradicting myself. I will simply explain now that any contradictions you (I, we) find are simply reinforcements that I am in the process of shaping and molding my school of thought.

Remember this is an attempt at finding my true core values and separating out the sociatal bullshit that has been indoctrinated since birth. Furthermore, if for some reason any reads this and becomes interested I will take any and all criticisms at face value and I encourage anyone and everyone to be brutally honest.